I'm a mess

when I put my shit together I come back.

Where The Road Meets the Sun - Katie Herzig & Matthew Perryman Jones

Gabrielle Out of Reach

Heart full of sorrow

Nada mais a declarar!!!

Mais um dia.

Acho que sequei.
Foi e tirou tudo de mim. Quebrou uma parte que nem eu sabia que tinha inteira.
Eu nao sei nem por onde comecar a limpar a sujeira.
Tentei chorar porque todo fim precisa de um luto.
Nao importa como voce decide fazer o funeral. Faca.
Eu to me sentindo meio AA.
Quero sobreviver mais um dia.
Nao doi, nao pertuba. Eh um vazio.

Aqui em Londres esta um calor infernal. Mas passo o dia no ar-condicionado.
Minha secura se resume a nao poder tomar uma cerveja, um vinho ou vodka.
Quero meus amigos. Quero poder ir e vir.
To contando os dias pra terminar esse trabalho.

E agora Ze?!

Participants:-------------Marina Liv, John Scorgie

Messages:---------

Marina Liv: Dinner/movie

John Scorgie: If you're on a date tonight.. Have fun. If not, want to boof later? :-)

Marina Liv: I'm not. No, I don't want.

John Scorgie: Oh ok. Did I make you mad?

Marina Liv: No. I just don't want to get there. I was thinking about you and I'm starting to want more. I love you and is not taking me anywhere. I just don't want to start to have expectations where I shouldn't. I don't want to get angry with you so is better if we go separate ways. We can be friends and you count on me at anytime. I hope I can do the same. Xx

John Scorgie: Aww man! Why do you have to like me??

Marina Liv: Apparently because I'm stupid.

John Scorgie: You're not stupid.. But liking me dosn't make sense.

Marina Liv: John, I like you not just because when we have sex is amazing. I love share things with you, love laugh with you... Love the man you want to be and the one you almost is.. Even when you're a douche I kind of forgive because I'm not perfect either. I just can't do anymore, I want more and I can't ask you for.

John Scorgie: Thank you. That's such a nice thing to say.x

Marina Liv: please don't patronize me :|
John Scorgie: Honest.. I didn't intend to. I thought it was a really nice message.

Marina Liv: Cool

John Scorgie: Its not the best time now, but can we talk about stuff at some point soon?

Marina Liv: Yes, please run now because I'm starting to get angry. ;)

John Scorgie: Ok lol